Salam manis,
Dear diary,,
Terasa diri ini ingin menconteng sesuatu di ruangan mu. Everyone went to sleep already. But me, macam biasa menjadi kelawar.pfttt,sangat susah untuk tidur awal. I went to grandma's house today. Jalan kaki beribu langkah. Kekeke. Semput. It's been two weeks since my semester break. Ini baru kali ketiga keluar dari pagar rumah. 1st masa pergi ambil exam MUET, then 2nd time, pergi melepaking di rumah encik Daus di depan rumah, meet my bestie, encik Isam, Mi, and uncle Saffley yang ku tersasul memanggilnya Sofie. Puhahaha. Membebel dya. Apa kata orang, air dicincang takkan putus. Kekeke. Bak kata si uncle, yang lepas tu lepas la. Jangan di ingat lagi. Psttt, pegang kata² tu tau uncle. Ku ingat tu. Keke. Dan, hari neyh kali ketiga, berpeluh² jalan ke rumah nenek. Berpeluh² juga bila teserempak dengan segerombolan anjing. Wuaaaa. Nasib baik! Kalau tidak memang tinggal la adikku itu.*trauma²*.
Owh ta sangka tempat ku ini semakin maju. 10 minit menunggu mahu melintas jalan. aigooo, cepat² la traffic light tu berfungsi. Susah banget mahu melintas sejak jadi highway. Psstt jangan lupa zebra cross ya nnt!!. =_=. Dan terlupa ada pula pasar tani tadi.Sabtu kan. Patut pun meriah Sri Perdana. *tengok tangan, cuma ada charger phone,WTFish, lupa bawa purse.patut pun jalan berlenggang* Baru mahu isi perut. Woot². (╥﹏╥)
Adik ask me, "By, singgah beli sesuatu". Ottokae! Lupa purse la, *tangan masuk poket*~~ kowt² ada emergency $$$. Woot² ada! Jom beli sesuatu! Wohooo. (Pergi borong keropok cheese ring+cadbury's biscuits+4 bottle of soya bean). Ngeee~~emergency $$$ sangat penting! Simpan $$$ anda,,lipat² masuk poket doreomon jeans! Akan berguna di masa² kecemasan. v( '.' )v .
Singgah punya singgah memborong,,cuci² mata,,sampai rumah nenek pukul 6. Aigooo, tujuan asal mau datang situ, bawa causin² kecil main di taman.Sampai² sudah maghrib. Terlupa, d sini pukul 6 sudah gelap. Yeah. I miss playground so much. I miss that feeling when u ask someone to push you as hard as they can, then u scream like there's no more tomorrow asking the swing to stop swang. Kekeke..berdegup jantung kan masa tu . *dugeun² dugeun²*.
Nenek cakap tidur sini la, lagipun orang gaji balik rumah. *omo, tiada bawa baju pun*. Nenek bagi kain sarong, ( d sana kengkawan selalu tegur "kain batik la kelly!" ). Ya ya, kain batik. Idk how to wear kain batik properly. (╥﹏╥) . Sampai dipegangkan bha oleh budak² kecil neyh kain neyh bagi lilit satu kaki.haha.last pakai tahun lalu kowt. Di rumah nenek saja baru merasa pakai kain. Woot² terasa diriku sungguh ayu. Puhahahaa. Borrow little causin punya baju. Awwww,,muat. *dalam hati, bila la ku mahu membesar neyh*. Jelesnya tengok wanita² yang ada kaki panjang, tinggi capai 160cm. Cantik! Wuaaaa,,adakah ini takdir. Menyatakan bakal suami ku kecil seperti ku. Puaahhaha. Ok dush²!kesitu pula. Kekekeke >_<.
"Dear body, I hope each year u increase 1cm until my last teeth grow.. Sincerely,me ." ٩(-̃_̮̮̃-̃)۶
Di kala subuh²begini,Kadang² kan terfikir, aku neyh anti-sosial eyh? Sombong ?. Orang mesej ta balas, orang call jarang sekali angkat, orang tegur² di fb, cakap sikit da ta balas comment lagi, kadang² bila terbuka IM chat orang tegur ta balas, terus offline, orang penuhkan soalan² di formspring ta jawab, orang hantar messj² di tumblr pun ta reply, orang tinggalkan jejak di blog pun ta balas balik, cuma singgah di blog dya dan baca, ta tinggal jejak pun, YM, MSN sentiasa hide dari on9,orang ajak keluar pun tanak ikut. Grrrr.
Mian, mianhae,,IDK,whats wrong with this girl. Dia on9 24jam,pegang hp dya setiap mas, tapi cuma hidup di dunia dia sendiri. Dia suka berkawan,but she always hounted with that "awkward" thing. She don't know how to start and what should she do then. She always think 'I'm worried if people think I'm a boring person". She always think "I'm afriad if she/he don't like the way I talk, they way I am". Negative thinking cross her mind when it comes to 'be friend'. She always annoyed when a person she didn't know said "boleh berkenalan?". Ya that's her. She will be super duper annoyed to people in blogging world ask her to 'follow me back!". Psttt. I don't ask you to follow me, don't simply click follow button if you just want to increase your followers, then ask me to follow you back". Can't you just say something nice" do check out my blog". For sure I'll come and be your loyal reader! ..^.^.. She didn't pick up the call because she don't want to speak alone. Psst,,call untuk dengar suara saya, awww that so sweet of you. Saya bukan dj radio laa. She didn't reply message coz she hate when she wrote the whole pharagraph then the person only reply 'K'.Also when people don't have manner,start the conversation with no salam. She will be super duper sakit jiwa lepas tu. She also afraid to start conversation coz she always end up with speachless. Pelik macam mana orang boleh bermesej 24/7 . Jjang! v(*.*)^ . She didn't answer formspring's Q coz she think most of the Q sangat tidak masuk akal fikiran. Ya. Jawablah sendiri. Sometimes, she always think that it will be good if she don't bother making a lot of friends. Enough with small number of real friend. They always there when you need them. A friend in need,is a friend in deed. She know,only real friend stay. So, at the end, she just hang out with his super bestie, spazzing with her fandom's chinggu and be the second Senichi a.k.a Conan stalking someone speacial 24/7.
Kesimpulannya,saya bukan anti-sosial, saya cuma menghabiskan masa di rumah dan bersendiri. Kekeke. Dear peoples, I'm sorry. Pa sudah tegur. Ta baik sombong². I'll try to reply comments and switch on my FB's IM. Kekeke. I"ll hit u back then and visit+ read your precious blog. I'll answer all your pelik² Q in formspring. And I'll try to accept friend request if we have mutual friend. I'll never do "delete from friend list" anymore! . Kekeke. See, I try to be a good girl! >_<.
Please don't hate me. Wink²(~_^) .
Kadang² terasa juga bila orang buat benda yang sama. Saya mesej, orang ta balas sakit jiwa la pula. Kekeke. Na, I know how you feel dy, Mianhae ♥
Hari neyh, sempat baca satu buku, entitle "Aura Personaliti Warna"."Kita terpukau dengan keindahan pelangi, kita terpukau indahnya alam ini, birunya langit menenangkan jiwa, hijaunya pokok menyegarkan perasaan kita. Itulah kuasa warna. Setiap manusia punya warna personaliti yang unik, itu aura. Melaluinya kita dapat kenal persamaan dan perbezaan diri sendiri dengan orang lain. Kita dapat bongkar rahsia kecenderungan, kekuatan dan kelemahan diri. Itu dapat membantu kita menulis skrip hidup mencapai kecemerlangan peribadi". Seronok baca. Saya selalu percaya warna pink dan purple selalu bawa tuah. Yeah. Pink itu lembut selembut hati wanita. Perempuan mana mengaku benci pink?at the end, kamu ta sedar semua barang kamu pink akhirnya. Jangan ego, cakap pink itu buruk, bila sudah di lamun cinta semua pun nak pink kan. Terserlah kelembutan dan kewanitaan mu.♥
Esok, mahu perah keringat. Asyik berkurung di rumah. Buat kerja² rumah tangga pun berpeluh² juga. Tapi tidak sama dengan perasaan berlari sekuat hati kan. Rindu track field. Rindu perasaan berlari tuk sampai di penhujung garisan. Dan terlalu rindu badan melambung ke udara, kaki mencecah pasir. Rindu zaman² muda. Zaman² kegemilangan di track field. Woot². Rindu juga bila kena suruh pusing track 800m sampai 20 pusingan.dulu mengeluh² sakit kaki, sekarang lagi sakit sebab ta pernah exercise sdh. Azam baki cuti semester. Jogging! Yeah. Baru akan nampak matahari. @(ᵕ.ᵕ)@. Malam tadi, pergi jogging sejam sudah semput. Macam mana la neyh. Sudah tua nampaknya. Kekeke. ╯.╰
How I wish I can read your mind. How I wish I can love you like a love song. Like a drama directed by me. How I wish I have the courage to tell you "I love you" and "be mine". How I wish I am the one you think before you sleep and when you open your eyes in the morning. How I wish you would send me good night wishes everydays. How I wish I'll be the one who you can lean on when you have probs. How I wish I would be the first one you would find when you got good news. How I wish I would be the one who cheering for you when you were on the football match. How I wish I'm the one who deserves your prettiest smile.and how I wish I am brave enough to tell you directly all my wishes..
Selamat malam dunia. Thank you dear diary. Owh ku sungguh random di pagi² buta ini. Hiraukan perenggan terakhir itu. Itu hanya wishes. You know, wishes. Kekekekeke. Terlupa letak: dear future ♥.
Have a nice day dear loyal readers. Terima kasih sebab sudi lagi singgah di blog picisan ini walaupun ta di-update² oleh tuannya yang malas ini. Stats's blog buktinya anda setia datang ke sini. Selalu tengok stats tu, dapat la detect dari negeri mana, buka blog neyh pukul berapa, berapa kali datang sini, sources,guna i-phone ke tidak buka blog neyh. Hahaha. Nasib la x dapat detect orangnya kan. Rasa nak bagi free hug je. Kekeke.
Ok. Nyte!
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